hope & encouragement, women & porn addiction

Where to Find the Boldness to Share Your Porn Secret

Four years into my marriage I was buried in guilt and shame due to a porn addiction that no one (including my husband) knew about. The secrecy was killing me inside. Every single day I wished I could stop, but I didn’t know how. Day after day I promised myself that “today will be the last day,” but that always proved to be false.

No one suspected I was looking at porn. I was involved in my church, a new mom, and everything seemed to be fine on the outside. My heart was so heavy with this secret, but I didn’t know how to tell anyone. For quite a while, I tried to compartmentalize this addiction, separating it from the rest of my life. Slowly but surely, I started to realize that this secret was not staying isolated at all. It was beginning to invade and infect every area of my life.

I was trapped in watching lesbian porn, and the shame was consuming me. The draw I felt towards other women grew by leaps and bounds after immersing myself in porn for so long. I started to see how it was affecting the way I saw women in real life, and this… click here to read the remainder of my article over at Covenant Eyes.

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Jesus has changed my life, and He continues to transform me from the inside out. My passion is to see people's hearts healed and set free while walking in an intimate relationship with Jesus.❤ ~ Amy Riordan

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