hope & encouragement, women & porn addiction

Where to Find the Boldness to Share Your Porn Secret

Four years into my marriage I was buried in guilt and shame due to a porn addiction that no one (including my husband) knew about. The secrecy was killing me inside. Every single day I wished I could stop, but I didn’t know how. Day after day I promised myself that “today will be the last day,” but that always proved to be false.

No one suspected I was looking at porn. I was involved in my church, a new mom, and everything seemed to be fine on the outside. My heart was so heavy with this secret, but I didn’t know how to tell anyone. For quite a while, I tried to compartmentalize this addiction, separating it from the rest of my life. Slowly but surely, I started to realize that this secret was not staying isolated at all. It was beginning to invade and infect every area of my life.

I was trapped in watching lesbian porn, and the shame was consuming me. The draw I felt towards other women grew by leaps and bounds after immersing myself in porn for so long. I started to see how it was affecting the way I saw women in real life, and this… click here to read the remainder of my article over at Covenant Eyes.

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