women & porn addiction

When Christian Women Get Hooked on Lesbian Porn

I will never forget the day I confessed to my husband that I was not only watching porn, but I was watching lesbian porn. Despite the shame and guilt I felt, I did not know how to stop.

When I was younger, I became emotionally enmeshed and later sexually involved with another girl my age. I also dabbled in porn. I found myself drawn to the women in porn, but I didn’t think much of it. At such a young age, I never considered how those decisions could affect my heart, and I certainly never thought they would follow me into my future. (Join me over at Covenant Eyes for the full article…)

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2 thoughts on “When Christian Women Get Hooked on Lesbian Porn

  1. I thank God that I came across your blog. As of Nov 15 I felt so alone I didnt think that any other woman was dealing with this issue as well. I discovered porn when I was 7 or 8 while searching for cartoons. The stuff I saw with men and women freaked me out , but years later I came across two women and somehow it seemed so right they were gentle. It wasn’t until years later and walking with God that I’ve realized that my samesex attraction towards women was because it seemed safer. I also realized too that I’m longing for is deep intimacy and connection , and that I need to desire christ above intimacy with with other women. Nobody is ever going to be able to feel that void of intimacy but Him. I too told God that I’m not going to do friendships with other women because I’ll just probably ruin the darn friendships plus I don’t want to get hurt. I thought perhaps God doesn’t want me to have deep friendships , perhaps just a quick hi and bye. I don’t really know myself what a healthy friendship between women looks like so all the more that I’ll be pressing into God with is thorn.
    Thanks for sharing Amy please keep me in your prayers.

    1. Hi Gabrielle, Yes, that deep desire for connection is something that I have found can only be filled by God. No one else is really capable of filling that for us. It runs too deep, and God created us for it to be filled by Him. I see that you found my other article on friendships, so that’s great. I will most definitely be praying for you.

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